Abstract
Using the medium of oil painting, this thesis will investigate the ways that memories of my past inform and distort my perception of reality. Using domestic spaces as a framework in combination with my own body as the subject matter, I am creating compositions that redefine the meaning of home as a concept. Rather than a physical place of comfort, home is a cemetery for past selves that I revisit in my mind and grieve, no matter the time that has passed. By expressing this internal decay through physically scraping and sludging paint onto large scale surfaces, I aim to pull my audience into my world of isolation that unravels memories of my past and the cyclical ways they entrap me now, as I grow up.
Publication Date
11-2025
Document Type
Thesis
Student Type
Graduate
Degree Name
Fine Arts Studio (MFA)
Department, Program, or Center
Art, School of
College
College of Art and Design
Advisor
Cliff Wun
Advisor/Committee Member
Eileen Bushnell
Advisor/Committee Member
Emily Glass
Recommended Citation
Joyce, Ana Maria, "It Hurts to Become" (2025). Thesis. Rochester Institute of Technology. Accessed from
https://repository.rit.edu/theses/12359
Campus
RIT – Main Campus
